2025 Reading List
5. Gideon the Ninth Tamsyn Muir
5/5 Reading Sounds: Memory by, Elaine Paige
This is now the third time that I have read Gideon the Ninth by, Tamsyn Muir, and it somehow gets better every single time. Perhaps it is my personal reading style that I miss so many things on the first and second read-throughs, but I just feel like I discover so much every time I reread this series. I remember feeling that this novel was somewhat inaccessible for a good chunk of the time I was reading it the first time, and it is very satisfying to find upon revisiting it that there has always been more than enough intrigue here to go around once you are properly equipped to discern it. I have to assume that anything that is at this point unexplained will be directly relevant to the plot of Alecto the Ninth, whenever Muir sees fit to birth her. Some moments that I really enjoyed during this reread: Palamedes’ rant against Judith after she tried to challenge the Sixth for their keys; imagining Jeanemarry sounding like Puss in Boots; everything that came out of Cytherea’s or Teacher’s mouths. At one point, right after Gideon finds Protesilaus’s head in Harrowhark’s closet and runs off to snitch to Palamedes, Camilla is then sent to gather Harrow herself while Palamedes has this truly heartwarming scene with Gideon. She tells him about how she snitched on pre-adolescent Harrow (karma) to her parents for opening the Locked Tomb right before they and their cavalier primary Mortus hanged themselves in shame; Palamedes becomes the first person to ever tell Gideon that the choices of adults are not the faults of children, and then at some point they end up kind of awkwardly holding hands. Right then, Camilla walks back in with Harrow literally handcuffed to her, and Gideon freaks out thinking they are holding hands too. That was kinda funny, but I need a short story explaining how Camilla managed to handcuff Harrowhark Nonagesimus to her. There were also some frustrating moments, like wanting to shake everyone for not paying any attention to Ianthe. Towards the end she points out the very simple mathematics that everyone seems to overlook in their most holy of histories: 16 servants went to Canaan House all those years ago, and only 8 Lyctors emerged. What happened to their cavaliers? While I see how the reader is never given enough information to ask this question on their own until Ianthe mentions it, I genuinely do not understand how Ianthe is the first person in all of this book to ask this question. Before reading this, I kept saying that the Eighth House is not present enough in the currently-released books, which leads me to believe that they have a bigger role to play in Alecto, but I finished the book second-guessing this assumption. Silas Octakiseron and Colum the Eighth are not absent from this book, they are merely annoying in this book. Harrow leaves them in the background mostly, and they are completely absent from Nona. which kind of makes me think that they might somehow still be alive. If they are, I would be really annoyed to see them in Alecto. But maybe she could become the second zombie hottie to punch Colum in the face. Overall, I really like reading this book, and it seems to get better every time I come back to it. I am kinda getting sick of writing about it after every time though. Haha.
4. The Hot Zone Richard Preston
2/5 Reading Sounds: Toxic by, Britney Spears
The last time my grandpa came to visit me, he bought me this book and told me it was one of the scariest books he’s ever read. On the back of the book, Stephen King says the same thing. They are both right, because this book made me feel physically ill at multiple points while reading. At one point, I was reading about a baseball sized pocket of blood collecting beneath the skin of a dead ebola monkey’s inner thigh while sitting in the middle seat on an airplane. When I read that, seated between two strangers, I audibly gagged, and I am audibly gagging writing about it now. The Hot Zone details the discovery of ebola, as well as that of some of its closest relatives, for additional context. Preston goes back to Africa to study the origins of ebola in Kenya, very near the birthplace of AIDS. He follows multiple outbreaks that occurred before the virus was ever seen in the US. Later in the story, the US Army becomes involved when an ebola outbreak occurs in a single DC primate quarantine house, designed to hold monkeys that are coming into the US from around the world before being distributed throughout the country. Of the 100 monkeys who were exposed to the virus, 29 of them died. After, all 450 monkeys in the quarantine house were euthanized. The United States Army Medical Research Institute of Infectious Diseases (USAMRIID) is a significant player in all of this, as well as the CDC. By the end of the book, we find out that the strain seen in these monkeys just so happened to be non-lethal in humans, with all who were exposed showing no symptoms, and thus a major global health crisis was averted. The scary part is how little we know about these viruses and their spontaneous ability to jump from host species to host species. Preston brings up examples like human ebola outbreaks and the AIDS epidemic, saying that if a strain of ebola as dangerous to humans as the one faced by USAMRIID in DC was to monkeys, we could see something like the Black Plague again in our lifetimes. It’s also somewhat important to note that there are several instances in this book where people contradict each other and the actual events might be a left unclear. However, most of the book is informed from US Army employees, and they will always serve the best interest of the Army. It feels like there were several instances of USAMRIID employees who were interviewed for this book hiding information or misleading with less-than-true information. I believe that they were a lot more conniving then they wanted Richard Preston to think. Many of the questions from this book that have not been answered yet are chalked up to the fact that researching these avenues of thought could be prosecuted as conspiracy to commit biological warfare, and the US Army doesn’t engage in biological warfare. So everyone is supposed to believe that even though they strong-armed the CDC out of the way so they could handle this without supervision, the US Army wants everyone to believe that after going out of their jurisdiction to take control of this station, while unsupervised they got rid of everything they were supposed to.
3. The Bands of Mourning Brandon Sanderson
4/5 Reading Sounds: Dlp 2.1 by, William Basinski
The Cosmere is huge, and everyone says to start with Mistborn: Era 1. Well, not everyone, but that’s where I started. So here I am, now finished with both Era 1 and the first 3 of 4 books in Mistborn: Era 2. The thing is, Era 1 was pretty good. It can be hard to judge fairly with all the clout that Sanderson has gotten since publishing The Stormlight Archives, but the original trilogy consisting of The Final Empire, The Well of Ascension, and The Hero of Ages was genuinely delightful. Slow at times, and kind of cloyingly political, it held my attention and genuinely provided some yearbook-worthy moments. Era 2 has felt kind of slow in comparison. The first book The Alloy of Law feels like a 350 page prologue. Shadows of Self was around 400 pages and finally dropped hints of a larger plot beyond the pilot episode droppings of book 1. Book 3 The Bands of Mourning picks up with a boring wedding that’s been getting planned since the first book, he said with enthusiasm. Steris was introduced as more of a political ally than anything in earlier books, and there is not much emotional investment here. However, from this point on, the story only got better and better. In classic cartoonish, western, Era 2 fashion, Wax shows up to his own wedding late (just in time), Mr. Incredible style. Of course, a water tower then falls through the church roof and our cast is soon whisked off on an adventure instead. This time, they are traveling outside of Elendel to New Seran, a city at the very southern edge of the Basin. The Kandra have asked Marasi for her help searching for one of their own researchers who has come back from the far southern mountains missing one of his hemalurgic spikes and raving about the mythical Bands of Mourning, rumored to gift their users Allomantic powers regardless of their natural Allomantic inclination or lack thereof. Wax–who turned down the Kandra when they asked him (before Marasi)–conveniently remembers that super important political thing he has to do that is just coincidentally in the same exact place. Wax is so silly like that. Wayne, Steris, and MeLaan come along too, thankfully so, because they kind of steal the show all book. The group dialogue is fast and quippy, and three books in, there is a sense of earned familiarity. Now that they are outside of Elendel, they can see and discuss how central the city has become to the entire Basin. Are the outer Basin dwellers right in their feelings of resentment toward their capital city for so strictly overseeing all economic and political goings on within the Basin? If the Bands of Mourning were real and Allomantic powers were something that could be purchased or gifted on a whim, what would that bode for these political undercurrents? In addition to the inconceivable power of the Bands of Mourning, this book introduces flying ships and an entire uncontacted civilization who worship the Lord Ruler from Era 1 living to the south of the Basin’s borders. The end of Era 1 hinted at the eventual future introduction of firearms and motor vehicles into the Mistborn universe, so it is exciting to see this idea of technological advancement being used within the actual meat of Era 2, rather than just as a cliffhanger teaser at the end of a series to leave readers checking Sanderson’s Twitter for the another update. The end of this book was also very satisfying. There are many people who say that, out of all of his books, this is one where Sanderson starts introducing big, overarching, interconnecting Cosmere-esque ideas. Now, as a Sanderson reader who has only gotten through Mistborn: Era 1 and part of 2, I couldn’t tel you what those ideas are, necessarily, but there are some cool fucking scenes at the end of this book. Wax dies and has a whole “Welcome to being dead,” walk down the upper atmosphere with Sazed/Harmony which was absolutely riveting (and also probably related to bigger Cosmere things?). There was a moment right when Marasi picked up the Bands of Mourning herself, and I thought she was going to become a god like Sazed. Wax and Sazed/Harmony saw the flash from way above the planet and Sazed said it was “‘Trust.’” I totally thought that Trust was gonna be another god like Harmony, and Marasi was ascending. But I guess the Bands of Mourning aren’t infinite, they are just simple metalminds with enough power to very briefly trick readers into thinking Marasi might be a god. Overall, very exciting and fun, I would love to finish this series with book 4 The Lost Metal–even though the copy I found doesn’t match the others I’ve been reading. We will see at that point if I’m feeling up to those big boys from the Stormlight Archive.
2. Darkly Marisha Pessl
4/5 Reading Sounds: Dark But Just A Game by, Lana Del Rey
Marisha Pessl has had my heart ever since I first picked up Night Film, what, almost ten years ago now. Jeez. Since releasing Night Film, Pessl has stuck to Young Adult fiction, with Neverworld Wake and now her newest release Darkly. Her signature flare for the obsessively detailed and neurotically organized is somewhat stifled within the YA genre; extensive footnotes and meandering plot lines are celebrated hallmarks of her adult novels, but this characteristic lavish sprawl is noticeably absent. Night Film often spent chapters and chapters precariously creeping through the story like a confused video game avatar, interspersed with web pages, letters, and various media to further cement the story in reality. Darkly keeps the letters and other media created for the book, but it loses much of that addicting “fluff” (for lack of a better word) that fans of Pessl have come to love in her adult works. That being said, every single sentence of this novel packs a punch and hurtles the reader ever closer to the end–as good YA should, honestly; and mixing a Marisha Pessl-level psychological thriller with the pacing of a modern YA novel is a crackhead approach to storytelling that I am fully in support of. Much like Night Film, Darkly is about a genius creative with a cult following that kind of gets of away from them. In this case, Darkly follows the elusive Louisiana Veda, the late mastermind behind Darkly board games which swept the globe by storm and garnered themselves and their infamous creator a dangerous reputation. Arcadia “Dia” Gannon has been selected to participate in a highly competitive Darkly internship program this summer, alongside 6 other high schoolers from around the world. They are flown off to the Darkly factory and briefed on the situation: Someone has stolen a secret original Darkly game and is holding secret playings with the local children. One missing local child–gone from his room without a trace–is suspected to be somehow connected to these underground gamers. Dia and the other interns feel like CLUE characters, and you know what? The entire book feels like a love letter to the cult classic, or maybe one to cult classics in general. Pessl does seem to fascinate over the enigmatic, and her most iconic characters are inevitably portrayed in bits and pieces, through third or fourth party information: stories of stories. The interns definitely read as two-dimensional as the aesthetically complementary characters in the games they obsess over, but it’s ok because Pessl posted literal board game character cards for them on her Instagram. Self aware queen. What makes up for this is the legend, the mythos, and the mystery she summons around characters like Louisiana Veda. There is a revelry in the unmasking of the unmaskable and the knowing of the unknowable, but it is a short-lived and sober one. Pessl’s stories are always decadently layered, literary baklava dripping with intrigue and sprinkled with whimsy. There is a delight in the story itself that encourages readers to latch onto the wildest theories imaginable. Nothing is impossible in a book like Darkly, because there the implausible is already legend. This feels like a technically perfect novel, and I only give it 4 stars because it didn’t lend itself to the lingering and snooping that Night Film and Special Topics in Calamity Physics so readily do. And I didn’t realize till halfway through that this is the first book in a planned series. There will be at least one more book according to the same Instagram post referenced above, and I will once again buy it on publication day. Live, Laugh, Marisha Pessl.
1. The Mists of Avalon Marion Zimmer Bradley
3/5 Reading Sounds: Look Mama, I’m Trying to Change by, Dale Hollow
Before I can really review this book, I have to talk about the author. When I read The Bright Sword last year, the empathetic portrayal of Morgan le Fay was a shock, and my mom encouraged me to read this book because it more closely follows her story. After starting this book, I went back to the acknowledgments in The Bright Sword to make sure that I didn’t miss the part where he mentions The Mists of Avalon or its author as inspiration. I checked all the extra pages too, and then I started to Google. I found out about the allegations against the late Marion Zimmer Bradley and her husband (1 2 3), and it deeply affected the way that I read this book. There is a lot of child abuse and sexual violence in this story, and although many will say, “But it is historically accurate,” it is still weird as fuck that a story about that stuff is written by a child abuser and sexual predator. That being said, it pains me to admit how long this book took me to finish. I thought for sure I would be able to finish this in 2024 with enough time to possibly read something else after (if not more than one somethings). That, apparently, did not happen, and the only book I was able to read toward the end of the year aside from this one was Harrow the Ninth, which I was listening to on audiobook when I was driving or otherwise unable to read with my hands. I began reading this book in October, and it wasn’t a lack of enjoyment that caused it to take such a long time; it was genuinely the density and volume of the story. The plot in this is huge, and I was unprepared coming into it for how comprehensive the existing Arthurian canon is. I read The Bright Sword last year, and that was kind of my first introduction into “King Arthur” stories, but I didn’t realize how much of that stuff was actually canon. When Morgan le Fay shows up in The Bright Sword, she complains about basically everything that happens in The Mists of Avalon, but it sounded so out of pocket that I didn’t realize she was just describing what is the actual canonical story of King Arthur. It is also worth noting that The Bright Sword happened kinda sorta outside of the actual Arthurian legend itself, while The Mists of Avalon is just a retelling of the classic story from the female characters’ perspectives. At the beginning of this book, I was extremely compelled. I flew through the first 200-300 pages, and I felt genuine interest in the plot and the conversations that the characters were having with each other, particularly surrounding Christianity. But the more they had these conversations, the more confused I became as to how we were moving further and further away from resolving the conversation. It seemed that they were saying the same things over and over and over again. Gwenhwyfar’s whole “How can a good Christian not be an oppressor?” sob story was old before it started, and that’s how most of the big ideas running through this story played out. Morgaine is struggling to come to terms with the fact that nobody is super down with the idea of her having an incest baby with her brother, and she spends the whole book asking why it couldn’t have been her cousin Lancelet who she is in love with. Everyone around her, is becoming more and more Christian with the passing years. Even Arthur and Lancelet, both born of the same old lineage as Morgaine herself, are moving away from the religion and culture that they were born into and adopting these new Christian tenements. Morgaine doesn’t want to be left in the past with the mists of Avalon, forgotten, but it seems that her friends and family are not going to bring her with them into the future if she keeps up with this whorish pagan incest baby shit. These motifs were nearly omnipresent, getting sliced, diced, and dissected through every scene of the book, but there seemed to be very little progress or growth in them. The things these characters say, do, and believe at the beginning of the book are startlingly similar to those at the end, and for such a long book, this is frustrating. Morgaine’s big come-to-Jesus moment (-.-) at the end of the book was when she realizes that the Goddess has always been present in the Virgin Mary… But, like, haven’t they literally all been saying that since the beginning of the fucking book? Right? My mom told me that this is her favorite book of all time, that it has meant something very different to her every time she has reread it in each decade of her life. I don’t necessarily know if I would read this book again, but I am interested in reading further in the series eventually.